Every once and awhile we get a glimpse of your smile.
I tell you, I wish I could pause time.
Why? Because your smile brightens up the room. It’s so good. I wish those moments would never end.
I know you want to smile more. I know you don’t want to feel this way.
I wish I could take the depression and the anxiety away from you. I wish I could take every ounce of the pain and loneliness and sadness. I wish I could silence the panic.
I wish I could go back in time and not let the depression into your life. I know that’s not even an option, but I would.
I would do it in a heartbeat. I don’t want you to have to struggle with them.
I hate it. I beg God. I literally beg Him to heal you. I call out to Him. I cry out to Him. And I will continue. I never give up. You can count on that.
My hope is in Jesus and I know He has a great plan for your life.
I was looking at photo’s of you from years ago and that smile, gosh you have a great smile.
I love when we get a glimpse of it. I know it will come back more often.
Until then, I will continue to pray. I will continue to seek God.
Please never forget that I love you. Please never forget that I am so proud of you.