I miss your smile

Every once and awhile we get a glimpse of your smile.

I tell you, I wish I could pause time. 

Why? Because your smile brightens up the room. It’s so good. I wish those moments would never end.

I know you want to smile more. I know you don’t want to feel this way.

I wish I could take the depression and the anxiety away from you. I wish I could take every ounce of the pain and loneliness and sadness. I wish I could silence the panic.

I wish I could go back in time and not let the depression into your life. I know that’s not even an option, but I would.

I would do it in a heartbeat. I don’t want you to have to struggle with them.

I hate it. I beg God. I literally beg Him to heal you. I call out to Him. I cry out to Him. And I will continue. I never give up. You can count on that.

My hope is in Jesus and I know He has a great plan for your life.

I was looking at photo’s of you from years ago and that smile, gosh you have a great smile.

I love when we get a glimpse of it. I know it will come back more often.

Until then, I will continue to pray. I will continue to seek God.

Please never forget that I love you. Please never forget that I am so proud of you.

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