The year was 1997.
I had been a youth pastor for about a year and a half.
In that time, a few things started to make sense to me. Like, what I loved about my role as youth pastor.
I loved spending time kids. I loved planning events. And…
I loved Speaking!
My goodness, I came alive. I loved it. I read everything I could. I watched every speaker I could. I listened to every tape I could (yes, tapes).
Then, I heard Ken Davis live for the first time in my life! Holy Cow! Something clicked inside of me and I knew I wanted to devote my life to speaking. I so wanted to use my gifts to communicate.
It was about that time, in a college class, my professor had us read Ken’s amazing book, Secrets of Dynamic Communication.
Again, I came alive.
I remember thinking, I want to be Ken Davis!
Fast forward to 2002. I was at my yearly pilgrimage to my mecca…Youth Specialties National Youth Workers Convention.
I was doing everything I could at that point to build a speaking ministry. I had left my youth pastor position and I wanted to go for it. I wanted to be a speaker.
Through a series of circumstances I still can’t figure out, I found myself in a room with the late Mike Yaconelli.
Now, he was my idol! I read everything he wrote! Basically, I worshipped him. Right around that time, he had written an article about speaking. Immediately it grabbed my attention. Why? Because I wanted to be a speaker. Well, in this article, and I can’t find it now, he basically said…
“we don’t need any more speakers, we need men and women to devote their lives to kids and to their local church”.
Honestly, I was deflated. I wanted to travel from place to place. Go here, go there.
And then, bam, I’m right in front of Mike. He reaches out his hand and says, “I’m Mike, what’s your name and what do you do?” Honestly, my voice quivered a little bit. I mean, here was a hero of mine! I said, “my name is Jason and I’m trying to be a speaker”.
He looked at me and then gave me a…”ohhhhh, gotcha” face.
We talked for a few minutes and he encouraged me and I’ll never forget what he said to me that night, he said…
“I know you will do great as a speaker and we need people to tell as many kids about Jesus as possible. But, we really need people to pour into kids and love them”.
I’ll never forget that conversation.
At other times during the last 15 years, I have tried to be a speaker. Actually, these past 2 years, I feel like I was on my way to becoming a speaker.
But, something didn’t click. There was something missing and for me, it was being involved deeply in a local church.
For me, I’ve learned that I am at my best and do my best when I’m pouring into a local church and the people in that local church.
So, you want to be a speaker?
Here’s my advice to you. It’s really simple.
Pour into your local church.
Pour into the people in your local church.
Pour into the students and raise up a generation of speakers.